Selected excerpts from A Cosmology of Self:
These brief passages trace a single movement— from fracture, through descent, into return. They are not summaries, but openings.
Something broke
before I knew its name.
The sound came first—
not thunder,
but a quiet giving way
inside the chest.
I went down
not as punishment
but as passage.
What falls
is often
what has finished
holding.
Even in the dark,
something knew
how to move.
A pulse.
A warmth.
The faint intelligence
of returning breath.
Light did not arrive
all at once.
It came as space—
a clearing,
a loosening,
a moment where the body
remembered
how to stand.
I step forward
without armor.
Not untouched—
but aligned.
The day holds me
as if it always
expected
my arrival.
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